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Rated: E · Book · Personal · #2319140
What am I doing here?
It's not my first day, in fact I first registered in the fall of 2023 and became a paid member a few weeks later. But today, TODAY is the actual first day I've tried posting anything. 8 months after registering on this site I finally posted something. And now I'm adding a blog. But I feel the fumbling, bumbling confusion of a 5 year old on the first day of kindergarten. The excitement, and anxiety fill me up.

Will the others like me? Will I make friends? I long to reach out to other like-minded souls and quietly say, "are you nervous, too? Are you excited and confused, but yet still hoping and yearning for a connection with others?"

It weakens and overwhelms me to my core, and when I'm overwhelmed I procrastinate.

Duh. It's been 8 months and I'm just now posting. Ah well, at least I've finally come 'round and put myself out there.

Now what's next? :D
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