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I had a lover's quarrel with the world - Robert Frost

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I'm sorry you got caught in the middle. - me


This poet’s words collect, arrange on a kaleidoscope spectrum. The experience of discovery through writing is the truest reward that has allowed me to grow and learn who/what I am — what other people get naturally, immediately, while I stomp around in it.

Been blessed, but pushing it — envelope, world and all inhabitants away. Push buttons, find boundaries to trip traps. No clue why cat curiosity, living in your dark. (Bored, perhaps?)

Now and then, push dirt out of this hole; someone/thing/entity might envision me how I need to be viewed (if I knew what that was). Cryptic, yes. Try living in my dark, find comfort amid strange, virtual, wonderful walls that tower above, tempt me to scale.

Been more than I could imagine or expect here. But, achievements aren’t going on a LinkedIn wall *Think*. I dig deeper than I should, often without forethought. Aimless words, brave or veiled cowardice, flinchingly flung, inadvertently hit targets? Get a ‘back off’ shoulder shot when asking your motivations here. Not fair?

No prize to eye; not incentivized. Dealt the worst two cards before the flop, do best with what’s in hand.



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All that remains: here in my afterlife as a 'mainstream' blogger, with what little I know.
#1300042 by Brian K Compton


No specific aim going forward (2014)

 
What I used to say: 'Maybe, I just don't get it. Watch me fumble with my version of reality, expose ignorance as truth. You don't have to get me, either. But, wish someone would explain me to myself.' Now I say: *Cool* *FacePalm* Now: I was such a whore.
 


*Laugh*This is old….
What? Oh, this? A rhetorical, self-motivational speech I'm working on.
Don't just read the parts to construct your theory, as if to confirm (construed out of context) your opinion, mentally-stunted Neanderthal. Therapist wants me to be less negative toward myself. I see it as attacking, rather than being defensive. Fear I will chomp too many bullets unintentionally sent toward the unsuspecting.
If you can be triggered for stupid reasons, then I?
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August 13, 2020 at 12:56pm
August 13, 2020 at 12:56pm
#990675
most don't have words
but I do
just no audience for these theatrics
playing out
most carry no expressions
while I animate
but not outwardly because I'd be a fool
acting out
most do what they're told
but not me
not some mindless lemming tod-
dling about

if we could finally speak
to one another
what would be the conversation?
weather is a given
no one wants to stir
the valueless, petty
and unsolvable feelings
would rather mock a loathsome creature
lurking about shadowed
by self-doubt

most have no compassion
but I do
just no one steps up to receive acceptance
like I would

8.13.20
August 13, 2020 at 12:32pm
August 13, 2020 at 12:32pm
#990673
de-compose

where the banana peels,
coffee grounds and egg shells lay,
perhaps I too could find
new purpose.
in a dark tomb
of plant waste and soil.
we could rejoin
in some natural, spiritual way,
where the harsh sun
doesn't meet my eye
but a sharp spade.
skewer and spin my remains
to mix and atrophy,
mindless in silent repose.
purpose, I could say?
but, isn't everything cyclical?
i'll be back here again
next year, waiting
for autumn to decompose.

8.13.20

while making an omelet today. and why does that matter?
August 13, 2020 at 11:30am
August 13, 2020 at 11:30am
#990667
nuclear words

you keep holding on to that 50-megaton bomb
you've been holding in
like it could blow up Nagasaki
you can keep telling me you have
justification for your feelings
while I suspect
the longer you hold this arsenal
that won't fly in any
Enola Gay
I very much suspect
it won't even ignite
a light bulb
The World War I went through
was much harsher than yours
and comrades in arms
suffered the same
and we all tucked it away, too
and it remains to still haunt
and harm to this day
There is an epicenter so wide
and continually spreading within
I question my mere existence
day to day while you
who once stood on your toes
to look me in the eyes
on the carpet where we played
saw my blue eyes close
and our shared DNA
We are not that different
except in one way
I sheltered you
from my ground zero
I sung and danced
when I didn't recite
those fairytales that don't come true
except in imagination.
I shared my survival story
and you have now created
a narrative of your own
where a father could become a villain
who to this day
is confused and alone as ever


8.13.20
some of the nuclear weapons today are more than 3,000 times as powerful as the bomb dropped on Hiroshima.

i want to participate until my child eviscerated me last night with words they can never walk back from. even though today, acting like last night was pretty much business as usual.
August 12, 2020 at 2:19pm
August 12, 2020 at 2:19pm
#990618
funny I'm the broken one but you're the one that needs saving...

Having no specific aim
I've hammered away at this glass
since resurrecting in your vision.
I'm always ready to say too weary.
Compelled somehow, instigation informs;
and still, here I am...
bright, full of light
and dark,
revealing the hidden
colors and shapes.

I hear what you are saying...
but especially
what you are not.
Yes, I struggle. But,
I'm getting through it.
How are you?

I've gone by other aliases.
People remind me of that.
Sometimes restrained, it's hard to understand
these feelings I write.
It will be clear some day.
Hard to hide what's in the heart.

I'm making no apologies.
Not interested in the trap of stereotypes.
Not sure how we'll feel about that.
Okay?
What I used to say: Maybe,
I just don't get it.
Watch me fumble with my version
of reality, subjectively informed...
expose ignorance as truth.

So, you don't have to get me.
But, wish someone would explain me to myself.
Now that I've figured out
the ever changing rules of your game,
you take the ball away,
no longer engaged to play.

You pay a price for this kind of friendship.
I lose, I guess,
hey, gaslight?
It takes strong flames to draw
a moth like me.

B.K. Compton
ripglaeder3@writing.com

redefined 8.12.20
written when, after another blog revision of the umpteenth re-order?

re-inspired by Cat Power cover of correct lyrics:

"Funny you're the broken one
But I'm the only one who needed saving..."

August 9, 2020 at 9:25pm
August 9, 2020 at 9:25pm
#990380
tiny dreams

on the cusp
one summer’s eve
while stalking crickets
drenched in faded yellow,
         a reminiscent tornado sky warning
         fell into dusk, when
eyes betrayed ears:
         tiny flairs,
         luminescent messages blurring,
cut humidity’s silence in
glowing color.
another world burning
more passionate than mysteries
in green blades
left undetected,
I ran for a Mason jar
and collected Mother’s warnings:
         not to stumble but catch
         dreams to illuminate,
shower a lonely, nature lover
and all things small
adorning a bedside table.


8.9.20

August 8, 2020 at 7:02pm
August 8, 2020 at 7:02pm
#990287
Mostly Sober

Is it totally embarrassing driving us home,
shit-face drunk, two parents sitting in the backseat,
instructing you how to drive? I'm getting used to
asking you questions like this without
looking in your eyes, preparing the guise
of a person who can't see anymore. The person
who cannot visualize the person who reveals before him now.

Your mom, who prefers me better, incapacitated like this,
takes advantage of me, grabs my ass
when I fumble for the seatbelt, holding on
to some version of reality where all three of us
can love one another
with grandma and grandpa along for the ride.

I know at 15, you got a handle on things.
That's why I was the only one encouraging,
not shouting instructions, when you took us for ice cream,
your treat, on this sobering drive. I could sense
getting closer to you this weekend, the only one
not teasing you. Your head like a snapping turtle,
after dinner, when the meds kicked in.

I saw a teenager who needed a focus shift,
pointed out kindly, we change the conversation,
but they teased on a little longer. You hugged me
twice later. It felt like trust, reconnection, with a dad
who hasn't known how to be there yet.

As we grow closer, I hope the drama doesn't
push us further apart again. I'm learning
to remember what it was like, sheltered in my own room,
pumping music into my head to survive. To be
that kid who yearned one kind act, even from a parent,
to be patient until learning to 'straighten up'
and 'fly right' our own way without being told...
turn left, go right, the wrong speed and how to arrive.

I just want you to know...I'm along for this ride...mostly sober.

Sometimes, learning to be a dad is way more stressful
than what you pilot. And, it's not the same.
Why compare?
When I’m old, I hope you still drive,
take me out for ice cream.
You won’t have to worry anymore what I visualize,
because I judge with my heart, not my head.

August 7, 2020 at 10:04am
August 7, 2020 at 10:04am
#990172
From The Door To Morning's Kiss

I will always be the door
That you pass in and out.
I will be your window to other worlds
You seldom witness, see through.
I will be a cement slab poured
To the entrance of my heart,
Awaiting your arrival to
Sometimes stand, yet never linger,
To sit, repose with me below a canopy
Of trees; moon shelter
In the few warm nights,
Cradle with my dreams.

I am a candle in a room
Perpetually burning, flickering.
Aromatic shadows fill
a long hall.
I lick oxygen like love
Lingering, my essence,
Mere wisps of freedom
Invisibly settle in your dark:
On our bed, in your hair,
On what clothes would remain
If we strip bare our emotions
Down to the hardwood floor,
Remnants until morning light.
We could arrive anew, afresh.
I see my smile on your face,
Embraced with morning’s kiss
of sublime, shuttered sunrise,
slatted and slathering
our delighted skin warm.

Will you greet me anew then?


8.7.20

Written by a dreamer romanticizing what could be with fresh eyes, husked from two that are failing.
August 5, 2020 at 9:36am
August 5, 2020 at 9:36am
#989957
and then the truth was unmasked
boldly cliché pronouncement

wanton eyes
once unwitnessed

unveiled villain

subjective truth
bold liar

and then the words of revelation were pronounced
bold plain utterances

unwanted
blind ignorance hidden

vigilantes indescribable

lies
pale truths

what words blatantly spoken to the wall
quietly die alone, uninspected?
because no one pries for Truth
when in view of these committed scrawlings?

On a dim-lit ocean, traveling
deep dimensions of time, drowning
without repose, waiting

linear expansion, precious response —
truth inspected for a moment, unmasked —
alone in black, float a galaxy,

otherwise
unwitnessed.


8.5.20
I'm not submitting this to the Daily Cramp for today's prompt soon to pass...
Edited greatly: 5.14.23 (Formerly: Committed Defenses - Cliche)

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August 5, 2020 at 8:40am
August 5, 2020 at 8:40am
#989950
An Open Book

pages now yellow
hide dog-eared entries
burdened by the weight of time...


i left my diary open
but she did not pry to read.

entries that could instruct
an indifferent heart,
that could inform a mind ready
to see inside this shell,
could witness all the revelations
i did not drop in conversation.

i open this book wide
and do not hide anymore.
she is nowhere seen,
travels further from purview.
hope that I'll connect
with that other worldly soul someday.

still waiting,
i'm growing ancient
with a tome tucked with pages,
forgotten notes like wallpaper
coverings for windows of dreams --
of what I once was, now
shrinking in a dusty village.

a man too small
to lift his own book
does not know where
the story of dreams begins,
how the tales unfold
because every ending: unfathomable.

still dreaming in dark
while Norah sings discontent,
sends regrets from shores bracing horizons
of potentiality, but
not to be our reality.

all quills run dry
of the heart's ink.


8.5.20/8.28.20
37 lines, freeverse

I'm in here, but it will take strong, electric paddles to bring me back to life.

per the prompt: book
An Open Book

Yellowed pages hid dog-eared entries on a dust-shelf, since lapses in their linear time. His diary could lay open and Ramona wouldn't stop to peruse. Brian's entries could instruct an indifferent heart. Penned words he feared to drop in conversation awoke again. He thought the quill had run dry of the heart's ink.

5.29.23
August 5, 2020 at 8:13am
August 5, 2020 at 8:13am
#989948
I watch you emerge from the sand combed beach
shoes in hand while waves roll in
break of day washed away, yet
give me hope
after we missed last night
you've been searching those horizons again
where to begin when
every dry bottle marks a land
of slowly elapsing time, where
I never find invitation

what divides two souls
like curling walls of water
I never seem embody
with two eyes peering over
clear, unbendable fence
You have sung so sweetly
so lonely like I'm never here
ready to be your ocean
where toes could steep in tide
dive far beyond and below

You could come away with me
but not to dreamy visions --
hologram episodes floundering
to find land on rock
in a blood heart, tick time.
drowned by hungry gulls
who ply for divinity
like this solemn man shadowed,
watch your morning parade, evidence
washed by watery limbs
brushing idle footprints

Just one night on soft mounds
beneath a vigilant moon
hydration sucked out
in florescence, I would
like to sit quiet with a dreamer
who like me can imagine places
far enough away from reality
and too unreal from burdens
of yesterday that calm souls unified
in artistic afterlight.

Last night is nearly 20 years past
and still glowing beneath
a vault hiding heaven.


8.5.20
edit later

Random Write to three N.Jones songs



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July 29, 2020 at 8:24am
July 29, 2020 at 8:24am
#989432



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July 28, 2020 at 10:37pm
July 28, 2020 at 10:37pm
#989404
freedom washed your face one humid night,
a canvas of electric, ultraviolet impulses;
a reflection in memory now.
on that hill with the blanket laid,
machine guns could have been firing on my back:
rapid and intense, unnerving.
your sweater absorbed the impact,
splashes of hues in new found independence.

lava-spewing jellyfish swam in black;
having exploded above my head,
cratered in a violence of thought.
gentle flashes marked your steadfast gaze,
more radiant. haphazard cascades spewed
cinders that could not spark a flame.
         miracle revelations like patriotism calling
         poured lava on my heart.

strings of miniature stars draped the neck
pearl shapes caressed. cloud fumes evaporated,
invaded the sulfuric air between us.
lingering anticipation in black, temporary night
joined drifting debris in dark.
bellies of sky chandeliers wavering, short lived;
their ashes poured on decks of ships in harbor.
shouts beneath could not distract eyes blazing,
slowing with each shell broken apart;
falling, fading.

brief nebulous sky monsters collided,
colorful with crushing finality.
impacted atoms formed fierce storms
in the transparent cotton candy condensing.
crisp swarms once shimmered your renewed skin,
before a black silhouette of silence.
no plumes of lustrous feathers.
no eagles of truth in cataclysmic flight.
all fell harmless as the sigh of a crowd,
bound to gather and desert our mount.

the last engine ignited. we fell in formation,
joined the rolling crew out that night.

*CountryUS*

7.28.20

38 lines
freeverse

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crackles
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July 26, 2020 at 1:53am
July 26, 2020 at 1:53am
#989149
House Alive And A Snoopy Moon

Eek! You heard the floor boards creak?
Could there be monsters living under the house?
There are things bigger than a mouse?
I’ll tell you what it’s been --
creeping Old Man Winter is stumbling in.
I’ll adjust the thermostat and that
Will be the end of that.
A hot chocolate, then bed.

It’s three a.m. and something creepy, crawly
just brushed against me. I turn to see
a toothy grin. It’s you again. What have we now?
What makes you so small under my covers, my lamb?
A dark figure creeps on your wall? Ahhhh,
that peeping moon spying in made a shadow
of that oaken limb, waving, hello!
Let’s go tuck you in again.

Hear every pipe expanding with hot air?
You see, no reason to care -- for they groan with despair
now that winter is here in our tiny, drafty house,
where you snuggle like a mouse.
You have your night light on, as I sing
a song. You can join along. Let’s drown out
these things that go bump in the night --
close our eyes to prevent sight.

Hear your heart beating -- just like the house heating?
This home is just like us. In the morning,
when you ride the bus, you can tell tales
of monsters that wailed -- that sadly couldn’t frighten.
And, in your heart you'll lighten, breathe a sigh,
happy to know on high the moon watches you
while your mommy and daddy sleep.
Now, let’s count some sheep.


32 lines
Unconventional Rhyme with Free Verse


July 22, 2020 at 8:17am
July 22, 2020 at 8:17am
#988851
"Invalid Entry
"R.I.P. Eddie Van Halen
"Rare And Fun Music Video Saturday
"MJ
"Delusion the Byproduct of Illusion
"Sing For Me
"Zoomies
"Yellow Morn
"able
"Magnetic One
"Building (Half Way)
"It's About Joe
"Rooftop Psycho
"Rainbow Morn
"The Safe Havens
"Seasons In Soil
"the withering
"Drawing On Your Skies
"Equal To Dead
"Mediocre Dreams and Mistreated Hearts
"Burning Light Inside My Dreams
"The Broken One/Gaslight
"poem never finished
"Fantasy Remix
"On Your Dreaming Shores
"collide
"Containers
"Safari
"Judee
"Wheeled Out (Garbage Not Curbed)
"Languages
"Of Your Verse
"Chat Rooms
"Languages
"Fog
"Weekend At College Not Turning Out Like Planned
"Unwritten (Every Ready Arms)
"A Little Longer (Al Green Song Inspired)
"Drivvel: Gervais/I’ll never be famous
"Roads Portishead
"The Girl With Molly Jean
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"Works In Progress
"For Ruwth
"Just Ducky
"Do I Have To Explain
"Conor and the Second Act
"Sorry, Iggy Pop
"Goodbye To Autumn (Until We Meet Again)
"Fisher - You
"Love of the Loveless
"Sam Philllips
"Spellbound
"
"Got A Thousand Foot Krutch Fix
"Why (I) Blog
"Core 3: Rubicon - Gramm - Cake
"Truths And Allegory
"Stairway To Heaven Copyright Case
"Tryin To Be
"Slowerhand
"
"Manifestation of Self-doubt...a poem
"Hindsight and the Trouble with Focus
"This is the time
"
"Sail
"Another
"Say Something
"Happy

July 21, 2020 at 9:47pm
July 21, 2020 at 9:47pm
#988821
Weed Season

Weeds pulled leave roots underground.
Spades aid in a mindless endeavor
I routinely begin late,
by end of
summer.
Why does it take so long for a dull expression to fade,
realize the toil cemented in this yard
with each new infestation
plying the surface
to harvest?

I lay in the maw to view once nimble fingers,
soiled, dull, nails cracked, and quit,
return inside and soap up,
forget another day and
dream of fall.
Leaves shudder, tumble and mix with the pine's
debt, like straw on decaying crop.
I witness winter's white toll
as a chill sets
to dry.

Layers of thick cotton bind under the duvet.
I crawl beneath to clutch pillows tight,
hold to a thinning chest, aching
for some new season
come, now.
Dry eyes fade in black visions, hopeless
in a sagging bed with labor's heat
blasting our gray bodies,
yearning next spring
renews us.


30 lines
freeverse
edited: 6.6.21
no show Writer's Cramp

Weed another day.




original
July 21, 2020 at 9:21pm
July 21, 2020 at 9:21pm
#988820
You could take a safari through my words
but won't pick up your weapons and gear
to go hunting for wild game in my verses.
I could hover anywhere in these parts
where you could encounter a soul, gentle
as a lamb, or fierce as any long-jawed
beast. Yet, you merely wade at the bright edge
of a deep, deep forest holding dreams dark.

I spy from the trees for any travelers within,
might they take a drink from bank, carry out
a sip or two to savor; perhaps, while tented
in safety of open fields, where fires burn sky.
Flames' shadows tattoo puzzled looks viewing
indifference that dares walk manicured blades
outside, when inside they might find adventure
and me. I'm really not a hairy beast, nor man
in loin cloth howling to the other animals.

I'm just like you and worthy.

7.21.20
Something I made up on the spot from an old professor's philosophy quote.

July 21, 2020 at 8:20am
July 21, 2020 at 8:20am
#988760
In Your Field

In your field
boxed, barred
ember of stars
Shunned, red and
tattered
waving high,
half lowered
on its stick

In a field
of blue smoldering white
stars strain
against lost memory
fading nostalgia
of freedom fought
lowered 'neath
new eyes, red

In your field
a lake drowns
cooling sons
born of fire
shunned, re-caste
in steel molds
revisions ignorant
for the obedient

handled and folded
each morning
by patriotic faces
with loose grips
tarnish nostalgia
our future anarchy
fails freedom
honor of a nation
silent suffering


Flags and anthems
don't kill people
but represent
an ideological
expression
that inspired
a new nation
torn and manipulated
red and white

surrounding the blue.

defend yourself
before they take away
your right to arms
not even allowed
on internet
message boards. 🔫

7.21.20

*CountryUS*

They get you to fight with yourself so you don't notice your freedoms being lost to politically motivated, power hungry, greedy giants. The two percent has its own two percent.

The more you rage against this machine, the more freedom you give away to the ideological right. I give up my freedom every day by speaking out. It's tar baby syndrome. You get stuck by being ideological and so you have to bend and cower and hope that they will let you back in, but it's not the same anymore. The will take you out of your houses and put you in centralized locations to work until the day you die. You have the freedom of virtual reality, but not true ownership of the original ideals that founded...this place.

Go ahead, fight against their flag. You fight to lose.
Pay attention to the writing on the wall, ever changing.

They get you to suck their cold, hard, red dick until your blue, drained until you are white like stars drowning in your own masse.
July 17, 2020 at 12:51pm
July 17, 2020 at 12:51pm
#988409
How many stories and songs have been written
                   hopeless
about the one we long to be with, but
never see it come to light
except in story where we can change the end.
                   And,
for years I had a front row seat to you. And,
for years I was your congregation
that you did not witness.
                   And though, you did not preach to this one,
I did sing to you,
continue to sing to you years after,
                   hoping
somehow to resolve my heart,
why I was your witness,
why I was not allowed to follow.

Aside: Can you sing sweetly, passionate,
without a good voice, find
harmony in words crafted on this lighted page
sent to the world
inside an empty universe
                   pleading
response, true connection?

What is this craving?
Where is an empty container filled?

Amber light peered into mine
the days we sat across, divided by
the Szechuan Parlor table
greeted by cuisine I never dared
until you inspired me try.

What must you have witnessed
to have lingered so far for so long.
What I can only see in photographs
is an image, black and white and hollow
without your touch of Kodachrome.

7.17.20

don't know what the hell I'm doing here
July 15, 2020 at 11:33pm
July 15, 2020 at 11:33pm
#988284
My love for you has to be stronger
than your doubt for us.
Little moments I let slip away
you no longer clutch.

I thought you had the string.
Our beautiful craft could fly away.

Disparaged on this ground
with two who won't agree how to lift --
makes me yearn to be weightless again.

That stronghold in my heart firms
in our waning hours --
holding you like a kite,
remembering how beautiful our flight.

We soared before.

In the many hours captured, escaping
like helium I breathe in --
with lasting, ever-expanding
lungs, comes belief

I can refill you
with our love.

20 lines
7.15.20
For "Write from the Heart Poetry Contest
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Poetic Referendum(s) On Life  (18+)
10k views, 2x BestPoetryCollection. A nothing from nowhere cast words to a world wide wind
#1149750 by Brian K Compton
July 9, 2020 at 9:11am
July 9, 2020 at 9:11am
#987637
Ironic,
drowning in the shallow
of ignorance -- no hand
to help me out.
Okay, Boomer?
Is that your life raft,
Basic? I offer my rope
to tether. Your logic
floats on a sea
of hypocrisy.
Debate no longer
requires skill, just
a good meme to shame
the Karens of the world
with cancel culture,
belittling philosophy.
You don't need
a college education
with Animal Farm etchings
crawling social media walls,
swimming in hash tags
like basic logic
censoring the lost art
of discourse.


7.9.20


I'm teaching my kids by learning their ill logic and applying it to subjective truth while drawing a line around their arguments that are limited when they cannot support a single assertation with fact. I could say the same for a lot of people I encounter who would be inspired by hate rather than meet in the middle at what we can agree is the truth. Ignorantly defiant, we are heading into a George Orwell novel that was never fully realized because he died before he could see the writing on the wall.

The world needs me and yet it shuns me when I open my mouth. *FacePalm*

WHAT I POSTED IN NEWSFEED:

Going to lay down a suppression fire on youthful ignorance, tired of the ignorant you're old and racist allegations for attempting open and honest discourse that liberals should appreciate...

Basically, I am done arguing with ignorance spewing from my own brood. I'm now drawing lines around what they call the truth -- until they submit they are just repeating what they read, using every generic label created to nullify postulating by old, white guys like me.

That's how you 'cancel' voices. Okay? Boomer??

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