I hate swimming

They forced to enter the pool against my own will
I try to stroke but my hand hurts tremendously
I begin drowning
Can't anyone see me?
The life gaurd fails to notice I am falling further into the pool of anguish
I have to stop stroking is the message my mind make me believe
And I stop then being to sink I start screaming "SOMEONE HELP"
Then the life gaurd finally sees me and come close to me
Looks at me and walks away
How could he possible think I'm ok?
Lower and lower I go I tried to start stroking again but the water kept pulling me down
Shouting and gasping for air...

Now my body lays at the pool still waiting for my gaurd to come soon but until then I must acclimatize myself to my new surroundings which is
Sadness and pain
I am still screaming but the water is slowly taking my breath away
I still have hope that maybe one day I will be rescued and that life will be breathed back into me once again

-Lilly