The sweet sweet pain!

The gentle touch of the razor
gives me what you would call
pain
to me it's different. I still call it pain, but it's a
sweet pain, a sweet release
of the pain in my heart
that's the pain that makes
me hurt, not the sting
after the razor caress
my skin

I always say that a person's
soul reflects through his eyes, and
if you open up your eyes and try
to feel his pain, he will know
and be forever grateful

After all the suffering that
I have felt, it's comforting to know
that there is nobody who cares about me
and because of that it will be easier for me
when I decide to leave this pain, this body, this world
and finally give my soul the sweet release
of death that it deserves