How do you heal the hurting when you hurt too? |
She called me last night and asked what is breathing but I had no answer because I ask the same question everyday what is breathing and I have no answers even for myself so I told her to just hang in there but she sounded real shaky like she wanted to cry but she’s been crying for days and she doesn’t feel any better then she asked what is faith but I had no answer because I don’t have any so I just kept quiet and then she asked is it a foundation for something or merely a stage for broken actors so I told her just hang in there but even I sounded a bit shaky and she said she wasn’t sure how much longer she can hang in there so I said I know because I don’t know how much more I can take either and she knew this but it’s ok because no matter what we’re there for each other and I said this and she started to cry and I don’t like to hear women cry because it’s so soft yet the pain is so hard and it hurts me too so I did my best to hold her through the phone and she knew this too so she eventually stopped crying and said thank you and out of habit I said you’re welcome but inside I felt guilty because I didn’t feel helpful to her and because I wanted to ask her the same questions she asked me but I didn’t call her, she called me. |