what have i done

i look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek i think about the better days and wonder if ill ever feel that way again you look at me with those eyes i know so well always serious so deep and insightful as though youre always in control but not today not now now you look so scard like for once you dont have the answer i gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes hoping to understand why you said those things you did i wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if i shall wake in the morning and be relived you look at me with a confusion i have never seen slowly you pull me twards you and wip the tears from my cheek.