Is this girl for real? |
She was so perfect. He couldn't believe his luck. Her electric blue eyes fixed him from the other side of the room. As he let the faintest motion of his lips indicate a smile, those fantastic eyes narrowed in an answering silent laughter together with a dazzling smile. His heart jumped. He had noticed her a couple of weeks earlier as she stepped out of the Merchford Building, carrying a small bag carelessly over her shoulder. No, not stepped - danced...! The spring in her steps made her flow over the concrete, and he remembered admiring the light tap of her heel followed by the smooth motion onto the balls of her dainty feet. He had finished the tepid coffee in a single draught, paid the waitress and hurried out into the street to catch a glimpse of her and where she was heading. As he came out of the coffee-shop and craned his neck over the heads of the lunch crowd she was gone. An unfamiliar sense of loss hit him so hard that nothing else seemed to matter anymore, and the rest of the day he brooded in silence, unwilling and unable to speak of it to anyone. The next day he was on post in the coffee-shop again, heart thumping out of eagerness and expectation. On the strike of 12.02, the sun broke out from the clouds as she appeared like a dream vision, long, blonde hair swirling down her back, and face beaming at the day ahead of her. This time he didn't waste time, but was out of the door before she had left the steps of the building. He stayed behind her until she reached the door of her house, not too close, but not too far, just so he could enjoy the sway of her hair, her dancing gait and the lovely sway of her hips. This continued for some time - how long he did not register. Obsessive? Perhaps. At that time, he didn't care, just couldn't imagine a nobody like himself being involved with such a lovely creature, clearly not of this world. Her name was Olympia. She was a dancer at the Merchford Dancing Company since a month, and had already appeared in several musical numbers as a singing member of the chorus line. She was perfect. She lived alone. He had never ventured into her apartment building, he just knew. She went shopping once a week, and only once. Her shopping list was the same every time: two apples, two pears, an avocado, a pint of skim milk and a loaf of white bread. She took technical dancing classes at the Merchford Building every day between 9 and 12. She was never late, never early, and according to the doorman of the building, her performance never failed. Simply perfect. At the evening of the opening party of the Company's latest show, 'L'Ingenue', in which she played the main part for the first time, he sneaked in, and armed with a glass of champagne, he settled in a corner to just watch. That was what he had done for the greater part of an hour, when she had set her lovely, lovely eyes on him. His heart swelled and threatened to come up through his throat as she flashed her smile at him and treaded through the crowds in the room. The sound level in the room was high as it was after a successful performance, but it was dimmed into a distant murmur as the sun entered his life. Eyes sparkling, outshining even the prisms of the crystal chandelier, she stood before him, a mere ten inches away. He swallowed. - Shall we go? Just like that. He couldn't muster an answer, and must have looked a downright fool, but all she did was take him by the arm, and flow out of the room, through the doors, smiling and winking her way out of the grand party as a departing queen, none of the dozens of journalists, photographers, waiters, singers, dancers, patrons, men and women even noticing a grey mouse like him by her side. He didn't even remember them walking through the empty streets to her flat, but suddenly all that was, was her, standing close to him in the middle of the one room of her home. The flat was spartanly furnished - a dancing bar in one corner, a cupboard, presumably for clothes in another. The place was impeccable, the floorboards cold under his bare feet. His mind turned to her, and he heard in the back of her head the soft tunes of one of her precious operas playing on a music machine, as she stretched out her arms towards him. Her hands were cool to the touch, but his skin was almost on fire. She drew him into a slow dance and the coolness of her fingers transformed into burn-marks of his waist and the small of his back, as she twirled them around. Slowly at first, his joy the only fuel for his feet and legs to move him at all, his treacherous heart once again thumping like a machine in his chest. She eased him into her arms and he shuddered with bliss as he felt her hard, slim body against the length of his own. Feet stepped over feet. Legs moved around. Arms entwined, eyes twinkling in the moonlight through the window. The music accelerated and she followed suit. It was she who was the expert, and sleepily he let himself integrate into her dance, growing faster and hotter. Her eyes fixed him all through the motion, eerily enough still shining electrically through the darkness. Was she even breathing? His own breath grew shallow during their dance and he could see it come out in short puffs in the chill air of the flat. Herself, she wasn't even sweating, still appearing as cool and perfect as the very first day she had stepped - no, danced - into his life. He tried to slow her down, still unable to speak, but her grip around him hardened like he was stuck in a vice, and a tiny speck of fear lit up in his chest. Round and round they went, her motion no longer appearing human by look, her breath non-existent, her skin still cold to the touch. The blue of her eyes now seemed no other than just electric. The speck of fear grew to a seed, which grew into a stone, which forced the swell of his heart to subside into a silent screaming panic. Round and round they went, the music a deafening crescendo, his panic mixing with nausea into an intoxicating cocktail. Before he lost consciousness, he was strangely reminded of a proverb he heard once long ago: "Trust eyes before ears". Such deceptive eyes. |