Closure

I believe I am whole again, A long over due haircut
Your memories and feelings that I kept have been cut off
Like strands of hair on the floor waiting to be swept away and thrown
They still linger in essence
But their presence is an itch that will go with a shower.
The shower of something new
Something cleaner, whole & beautiful.

My Darling you don’t have to worry I no longer think of you
Nor do I lie awake forever
My dreams are filled with candy.
The bitterness of you I will never Experience
No one new I wont make that mistake for some time
I just don’t want to wither cause of you.

I have no more hate it has disappeared along with any delusions of us.
I am born again from the ashes of us
A new me, less naïve, more understanding, experienced … well.
This is not for you my long write
Its mine, for me, proof I have let you go.

This said and done I am moving on, life truly looks better now
I have truly loved you, but there are 3 billion of you out there
I will not be bound, I will find better…. I have to.
Off of me and on the floor shades of you will be thrown

Moved out of my heart and soul
I will leave the place empty for awhile
Decorating it my way.

Good bye I hope you're happy now.
I really don’t care.
But I am.
Without you for once