The Stars

The Stars

I look out my window,
I gaze into the sky,
The stars are full of wonders,
The answers to my why.

The peaceful thoughts that fill my mind,
Replace the ones of hate,
No longer do I think of
What has become my fate.

The beautiful moon shines down on me,
A single beam of replenishing hope,
Because of what I've found,
Something so precious to most.

The reason why I look so intently,
Why the stars are so dear to me,
Because when I looked into his eyes,
They were all I could see.

The stars, they twinkled,
Like they do in the sky,
For a moment I got lost,
Looking into his eyes.

I must have been an illusion,
Because now the stars are gone,
Yes a figment of my imagination,
The whole time I was wrong.

I saw something that wasn't there,
I thought I saw the one,
But I meant nothing to him,
He just wanted to have some fun.

A dark cloud now covers the stars,
My light of hope is no longer here,
Thoughts of hate come rushing back,
Down my cheek runs a tear.

I lose it right there,
No more comfort from the stars,
Covered by a cloud,
The stars are now too far.

I live this nightmare over and over,
No more love is in my life,
Many times have I tried,
Wanting to end it with a knife.

He doesn't know he did all this,
He thought I got over it all,
I guess he doesn't know,
How many times he made me fall.

Our memories are in the stars,
The secrets of the sky,
The pain the all started,
With the stars in his eyes.