There is goodness somewhere in hell. |
Dear God Or Gods Any God Except for the one my captors pray to If you hear me now Please send me help Someone with a gun in his belt And hate in his eyes I’m dead I’m done It’s over It’s done I hear words behind me that I don’t understand This is not ending like I had planned With me Here on my knees Splintering rope tied to my hands Tape across my feet The thoughts in my head My soul mate, my two kids Rinse and repeat My soul mate, my two kids Waiting across the sea Praying for me The smell of sand blows through this shack My eyes and face are blue and black My bones are aching The end is near I can feel it here Death is hunched in the corner Waiting here for this foreigner I can see in his eyes That he doesn’t want to do this either Today he doesn’t want to be the reaper But here soon He’ll have to take What is rightful mine He knows this is the wrong time He should be way further down my line When my baby boys are married With children of their own Peacefully in my sleep Is when he should call me home! Yet he’s here Is that a tear? You can’t I picked my path I know I can’t go back Rinse and repeat My two sons On the table My two guns In this fable They might has well be On top of the highest tree Rinse and repeat Their bright blue eyes My youngest is two And my big man is five I won’t see their first day of school Or teach them the golden rule The camera in front of me flickers on The red light proves that I will soon be gone Screaming and yelling From behind my head The sound I dread The sword comes out of the sheath As I chatter my teeth However I kneel here brave I’m not about to cave They are calling for me to plead for my life They think I fear the cut of their knife Rinse and repeat Their laugh Their blond hair I know this isn’t fair Looking into my captures blank stare They don’t care Rinse and repeat They don’t care That I’ve got three at home I am the devil in their eyes I am the gateway to their prize What they have been promised And what they won’t get They can’t be right It just doesn’t fit Rinse and repeat My life My family Waiting patiently In my country The blade now is resting on my shoulder I will not grow a day older This may be the last minute Of my existence And all I can think of is the three That dream of me Rinse and repeat Please just set me free The gritty image on the screen That you are about to see It’s the final seconds of me Remember as you watch this clip Remember as this makes you sick I’m a solider I’m fighting for you So you can enjoy the sky so blue So you can do what you want to do The freedom The flag The land On which you stand Is protected by us Because we said yes Remember that this cannot be undone Remember they can’t take us all out one by one There are two many proud Americans So live your lives And have your fun Until this battle is done Because if not Then they have already won But still Here as he raises this sword My story you have to record Rinse and repeat Please pass on my valor Rinse and repeat Please let me family know Rinse and repeat That wherever they may go Rinse and repeat I’ll be there Rinse and repeat And when they can no longer bear Rinse and repeat They should not despair Because I do declare They need to be aware I did this for them For the future of my children’s kids As the air on the blade Is coming towards my neck I close my eyes I take my last breath I have my last thought Before all is black All inside me is truly calm Tell my boys; I’ll always be their Mom |