Living In Pain

Nothing is free, But 'nothing' lasts forever
Pulling the trigger? I still wont escape
The Painful, Aching, oozing memories, twisted
of my sight, I didn't see. Intake some
more,feed long on his disease.
Sickness churning & clinging, from decomposed
gross slime of unwanted love he set aside to die
The deepest wounds are hidden in my dark,
shhh! don't speak of them! Gathered
information, he forms into daggers that
his mouth laughs at me.
Excuses and lies.
Jealousy created in spite.
Promises never kept, But guarantees a lie!
My eyes see the truth, your mouth speaks
only a disguise, just to satisfy thy self.
Disreguard is the salt you poor in my wounds.
Love cant love a lie. This is not what love
is about!