About feeling guilt for someones suicide |
Star shinning bright tonight, I wish I may I wish I might. Please grant my wish tonight… Remembering that day I stood under the stars wishing for another start… To a life so full of pain and mistakes, a life I am beginning to feel I can’t take… Making me break from all the hate…shattering my bones with a solid blow…sending me away to a world you know… A place where shadows cover all around where hate is yearned for and carried out… Screaming in vain… Crying in pain… Don’t even know my name… You did this to me so send me away… Sending me away to the perfect place… A place where hate turns to love, death turns to life… Placing me far away from you…so we can go in peace…. Placing me on a pedestal that reached the sky; you looked at me as if I could change your life… Expecting me to ease your pain, respecting me cause I did not treat you the same… Then the day came where I lost control, I left you for all the things you put me through… Sending me away to the perfect place… A place where reality is as good as a dream… Placing me in a era surrounded by ocean and sea… Now the day has come that I heard the news, you took your life using me as the excuse… Living with the dead in my head, feeling that things won’t end as time withers away breaking me down to a miserable shame… Go in peace… Acts of hate against me feel branded to my core in this life… Filled with lies and false comforts to tempt, breaking me from the chains of fate… Leading me to one conclusion for the end… Sending me away to the perfect place… A place where reality is as good as a dream… A place where the life we live be as peaceful the greatest dream… Go in peace…. |