I wonder..

Each night as I drift off to sleep
I wonder what it's like to have someone to keep
I dream of holding someone special in my arms
they're here, keeping me safe and from all harm
I only wish that I DID have someone here with me
Someone to keep me form being so lonely
I try to figure out what's wrong with me
Why am I always alone.. is there something I can't see?
I don't like this feeling at all
I don't want to be alone forever, but who is there to call
I don't want to be depressed, but it appears that I am
but I'm getting to the point where I just don't give a damn
It seems like everything I do is wrong
everything gets so fucked up, please, just tell me how long
how much longer will this sadness and lonliness go on for
all I want is to be happy and not be lonely and sad anymore