What I Want Most

My heart aches for what I'll never know.
My child's love and to watch it grow.
I'll never have what I want most.
I pray to the Father, Mother and Holy Ghost.

We fought the battle, it seems we lost.
I wish for a baby, no matter the cost.
Years pass by, yet no success.
For many it happens by being careless.

Oh God, why have I been given this test?
Please do tell me, will we ever be blessed?
I've tried to have Faith for so long.
Please someone help me, I'm not this strong
Will a sweet child ever call me mama?
This is my life, unending drama.