I know He has a plan, but... |
A LONG TALK WITH GOD It seems like everything That could go wrong tonight Has happened and I'm bottomed out; No faith or hope in sight. On TV I heard a woman preach About forgiving and letting go; Well, it's easier said than done I'd really like to know.. How many time the pieces Can be picked up and made new, How many times a broken heart Can keep on beating through? "Let go of it and sow a seed It will come back tenfold -" I'm supposed to wish them well And let my love grow cold. Oh, fickle heart, you don't know The pain that you've caused me - I said I'd never love again, that I would be happy being free. Fool that I was to believe in love, And watched it pass me by - Their wedding invitation came tonight And I wish that I could cry... For maybe that would cleanse my soul And then maybe I could forget - How can I watch them say "I do" With a heart full of regret?? Oh, I can wish them well and smile If I don't have to see them go Together down the road of life And if I don't have to know That all the dreams that I held dear All underfoot are trod - I think I'll take some time out And have a long talk - with God. Maybe He can help me understand The reasons for His plan - Just maybe He will comfort me; Help me stand up once again. I have so much to be thankful for And I am blessed in so many ways - I'd like to just - sleep through it all For the rest of my days.. Ah, I see the lesson you are giving me! I need to learn to trust the score; Well, if this is the way to Heaven - Lord, I think - we should talk more. Countrymom 12/13/02 |