Indigo

Indigo is a colour that cannot
decide. Like me. Is it blue
or purple? There is no way for indigo
to decide, to
know its true colour,
not until it changes.
Wait! Does that mean
I have to change, too, if I want to
find out my true self?
If I have to change, what if I don't like the way I am after I change? Or what
if no one else likes the way I am then? I
know I could live easily enough with no one else liking me, I could
get over it and find someone dent who would like me. But
until I can find out my true self,I will still worry that
you won't like me, though I know I
shouldn't, I still will.