attualizations

hello everyone, all ok? today i want to try write in english, again, sorry for bad english.
to context the next story, pls read "a anxious love" in my portifolio.
so, in the past month i start to talk with the girl again, of course a bad idea, but she change, she´s attitudes has changed, i was suspicious, thinking she probably gonna do the same shit again, but i don´t think so, she´s strangely lovely with me, she call invited me to a "luau" a kind of catholic religious event i guess, i´m not gonna lie, i´m excited, i think i still loving her, and this is bad, definitelly bad.
i will certainlly go, sorry for the short text, i´m not in my home
thanks for reading