Then.....

Then... He walked out the door and I wasn't sad. I felt the rays of the sun on the left side of my face and I thought I wanted to move from the window but THEN...I realized that it was the light in the darkness.
I was stuck but not in the paranoia way I use to feel with him. Now I sit and wait for the next move. Will I beg him to for give me for my mistakes or accept his. I reach for my bag but ThEn...