Do you matter?

how will you know does your opinion matter or not? are there any scales for that? is lowering your self respect make you feel loved is that love?does asking for reassurance gives you trust is that trust?does begging people to talk is having conversation is that even a communication?does waiting to see minimal efforts make you a great person? Sometimes in the mask of being kind and good to people you loose yourself,in the name of getting love you ste down yoir level so afyer all this if you get love is that the love fo you or the you who stepped down?why do you have to seek fro attention just to feel safe????????????