Stage - 1

I am at this stage of constant rejection. Some reject me because I have a lot of experience, and some reject me for not having enough experience. Some reject me because they found someone who is closely aligned with their required experience, I mean like, how more closely aligned can I be?
**** ***** !!! I feel I was rejected because I am Indian/brown. They have a girl in tax who doesn't even want to be in tax. While I am here begging for a chance to learn to grow.
What do they really want? What are they really looking for? Who are they really looking for? Definitely not me!
Would there be a day, when I am finally satisfied and happy with the job I got? Maybe moving around a lot could have been a sign??? I don't really know??? I don't think they know either !! What is wrong with taking me?
But one thing is definite! They cannot stop me FROM BECOMING THE LAWYER I want to be !!!