Darkness

Depressed sadness deep loss consumed by loss of hope and purpose side swiped by big brother drowning in sorrow trying to find the way through the demands of life that seems to solidify quickly around the limbs like concrete as optimism and purpose dissipates in the deepest parts of the wounded vessel. Mumbles from a troubled mouth no longer hold credibility because the words don't come nothing needed to be said the rivers pour outside the head slowly rolling story says it all as each drop has it's final fall. The blow that hits deeper beyond the surface exsistence crushed a solid halt accountability never accounted for by the powers that bestowed this anguish. Why would it be? The cold white clouds form and in the midst the darkness laughs dancing with demons dancing with lies isolation and insanity just to obtain temporary comforting deceit that concludes with chaos displayed in jars put up high on a shelf to collect until an ambush over takes sense of reality bottled up anguish ticking time bomb. Cries explode from the deeper surface that had been crushed. Vicious contemplation of pulling the cord sorrow never ending longing for beings that no matter the distance ran distance is never ending reunification a fantasy a painful nightmare of emptiness that will never be fulfilled the butterflies that evade accompanied by anxiety and joy hope to experience the encounter once again is a reflection but on the other side the reality complete opposition weak with no words that are accounted for overlooked no power