The lost and almost forgotten sister

Love is strange and different for me and for many reasons
Emotional love does not work and is seen from afar
Never did understood it and yet it hurts my heart
The name that haunts me, the name that is the same thru many
Seasons
The name that kills, the name that speaks of a flame
Yet I try to forget, I try and run but the cold is bitter
Yet the flame is always lit, the flame is cinder
The name that has no flame, a sister bares this name
The name I wish for other souls to not kill
The name that bares extreme sadness, anger, loneliness, and despair
The name I can no longer run from, the name I cannot forget
The name is spoken, no longer will I be still
No one will hurt you, I am now, finally, prepared
I am no longer afraid to speak the name, that bares my neck
By: Fernando Valencia