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This is just what been on my mind lately |
The words Love And Hate For so long I was lost On their meaning So I tried to understand them But every time I thought I had a gist of understanding My definition would get changed by others poor behavior or lack of effort For love was in my head Just how much you cared and would do anything for that person And therefore they shall stay in your life But then they would leave Or be taken So I stop trying to understand it Because it would hurt me Because it would kill me on the Inside Because it almost did Many many many times And then I started "hating" it Or at least what I thought was hate I had so much anger Well still do But it was annoying So insane how easy it can get to me That quickly And that idea of death Didn't seem that unpleasant after all Till you Till you come But you never were gone You were always there I was just too blind And too shortsighted to see any of it Any of your features Any of your Amazing ways of being strong and so joyful even in the most hellish of times And how so strong and yet so Amazing you glow in the darkness You were and are the definition of this so call love I have been searching so far for And even at the same time hate as well Because without the light Because without the glow Because without the shine in your ocean of eyes I would be lost I would be so confused I would be numb I would be nothing I would be angry And I hated it so damn much And therefore you are my definition, my love. |