Traumatic Childhood

My life started off great until my mother lost her father , She turned to drugs . She had multiple men in and out of my sister and I life's . She met a man , He seemed nice at first , until they was together for a long while .
This man would beat me and molest me . He would lock me in closets when my mother was not home and terrorize me and my baby sister . i was 7 years old . I was an innocent child being put through something no child should ever have to experience. It took me many years to open up and come out about this . I even started writing a book about it a month ago .
The pain , the thrill , the horror of going through what i went through , i pray no other child has to go through . It so hard having parents that was addicted to drugs and gave no care in this world . Going through everything that i did as a young child , Still sits on my mind as a 22 year old women . A 22 year old women with 2 daughters , the fear of having children in a world as sick as this one scares me . But i will not be like my mother . I will do better for my children , they will live the happiest life possible.
I'm writing this in hopes of helping other children going through the things i went through . The abuse , and being raped and molested is horrifying . It's absolutely scary . Everyone goes through a lot i get that . But being a survivor of sexual assault and abuse will always make you scared , even as an adult . Please save our children . help the children , try to stop any bad situations . If you are a survivor yourself , You can overcome it ! Took me many years but here i am . I'm married to the same man i have been with since i was 13 years old , we have our own place and nice jobs , we take care of our beautiful babies , on top of having a new son on the way . Life looks up for you , even if you don't get justice for what happened to you . We can help others , we can help them overcome any traumatic experience a women , man or child has been through .