mistake

I thought it was all my mistake,
but I get to know that everything is fake.

people don't even have faith,
just make me this world hate.
my tears make you laugh,
I think you are shameless as tall as a giraffe.
my heart is getting like a rock,
emotions all are solid and I was really really broke.
she taught me once more,
I just want to appreciate her for ignoring me before.

I seem like a jerk to her,
so she broke my confidence and made me a loser.
I just fight with me bravely,
then why do I lose daily?