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Struggling, lonely and unhappy day but I still have my hope |
I'm a poet you know it. Today I'm filled with no glee. My bipolar is trying to control me. I shall not let it however have control of me. Not today or tomorrow or the next day or the next. I am bipolar this is true but I don't have to let it run amuck. I'm strong and am choosing to stay calm. I can big victorious with the help of the Lord. It's not all on him though I have work to do too. When I am feeling down and depressed I will choose to reach out for help. I will choose to be nice to myself and eat well and bathe. Even if I don't want to I will because if I don't I'm given away my power. If I don't I'm giving away my power to my Bipolar. I will pray as well as cry as needed. When I'm up and feeling like a superwoman I will find positive things to do. Like exercise, paint or color, cook or clean. I will do something positive with all my energy. I will not let my Bipolar lead the way and talk me into doing something negative. I'm Bipolar but I'm not without hope. I'm not without hope because I have my Lord. I also have my bucket of tools I've learned to help. I feel really down today but I know I will be okay. Because my faith and my hope are part of my tool kit. So even though I'm really down I'm never truly without hope. |