Spare heart

I admit I didnt think this through
I thought I could get through to you
but Im finding it easier,
its easy to say we're through-
whatever it takes for you to survive,
and it doesnt matter to you if I die...

I never thought we'd make it to the point,
to were theres no point at all

did you stop breathing
while I was holding my breath waiting on you

I never mattered anyway...

This was over before it started, so spare me your good byes
this is not a good time to tell the truth, cause itll only ruin you
tell me the difference between a fib, a white lie, or this time
spare me all of your lies
just spare my heart this time
I only wish I had a spare heart for all of your lies...

I think our relationship is past due
believe me, Ive paid my dues with you

did you stop breathing
while I was holding my breath waiting on you
I never mattered anyway,
I never mattered to you anyway

Whats the use in both of us dying
when you live to keep up all of your lies
I never mattered anyway

This was over before it started, so spare me your good byes
this is not a good time to tell the truth, cause itll only ruin you
tell me the difference between a fib, a white lie, or this time
so spare me all of your lies
just spare my heart this time
I only wish I had a spare heart for all of your lies...