A feeling of disappointment

Digression

Let it be known, let it shine
That sadness simmers within my mind
No worth to speak on what I feel
When the rest negates what I see as real

Submit to past pattern and let go of my hope
No reason for future in light of my cope
Though struggle I may, I cannot move from unease's place
Numb to my progress 's pace.

To whom does my strength fight for
When will my heart take back the score
Where do I stand up, will I ever get up

My mind wants to settle, my heart wants to scream
But what really matters is invisible it seems.
Around and around I circle within my madness
A merry go round of indefinite sadness