What is it in store for you here?

I really couldn't figure out anything this morning
yesterday night was such a calm night
and how did this all happen suddenly today?
its the body pains that affect you a lot

its a lot of expectations that clouds you up
the whole world seems to disrespect you
I guess its because you dont respect yourself
and expect others to do that for you

Do i say the inner is going ok ?
its true as i see only the impressions of body and mind
the emotions are elevated and mind processes that too
oh dear now the whole cloud has to settled and move

till i see the calm light behind them
i wait with patience yes i wait