Wrapped in Infinite love - in gratitude

It's the winter time I loved once and then began to detest a lot 👀
Dread this time for fear of illness the pains that surrounds 🙆‍♀️
Make me sleepless and fatigued 😱
Winter is just here round the corner ❄️
I am but prepared is that true 🤔?
I sense the mother's warm arms around me 🤗
She carries me with her infinite love 😍
Her grace is just enough to keep me warm in tact 🤷‍♀️
Earnestly pray to her for the *samata to grow on me 🙏
Pains are there,in her cuddle I know not the intensity it draws 🤐
Everlasting embrace of Grace I feel as I lie still 🥰😔
Like a curious child in awe of the enchanting flow of life 👶

*samata - A sanskrit word meaning equanimity ( for example - equanimous with heat and cold /joy and suffering etc )