I have Decided

If you are listening, she is not here.
I am telling you that I can not be her.
You can not find in me what you had with her.
So do not waste your time and go look for her.
But be aware that this shoulder you're leaning on won't be around forever.

I will give you my blessing to go and look.
I will even help you pack.
But I would be long gone when you come back.

They would tell you "she is not here" by the time you realize I am the one who you lacked.
They will tell you "she is not here" when all you could see in all your flash backs is how I made you felt loved.

I am sure you will regret not realizing it sooner.
But, I have given you one too many chances.
I hope you will remember.
And please understand I have a life to make
that I could not wait for you forever.