Do you remember I told you

Do you remember I told you
that the sadness feels more genuine to me?


I didn't know I can "function"
in sadness
and maybe you hide the answers that "I'm looking for"
but maybe it is better that way
most of the time you are right
but when I trust you
you're wrong

and it hurts


I do stuff, I'm on the way
and it hurts
and I don't know why

I'm sad

My grandma always says it might be the weather
I chuckle and nod
even though I know she does not see

because we never see each other

I'm with someone else
but I can't finish a day

without thinking about you

and it hurts

Sometimes I'm sad
and just maybe, you understand
and maybe it does not matter

it hurts.