Ounce of Trust

I trusted you.
I really did.
I don't know why though-
You just abused me emotionally
I cry on my floor thinking about you,
And where I messed up.
Cause whenever I needed you the most,
You just left me alone.
I hate you now with a burning passion…
But even God himself can't stop me from loving you
You completely closed me off,
Like you were embarrassed to be with me.
You were a waste of my time.
The worst thing that ever happened to me
But yet I still want to be with you.
And for you? Oh right, I'm just not good enough for you-
I never was, and I never will be.
You caused me all this pain.
I still feel it to this day...
Not like you would start caring now though.
And all of this started with that one ounce of trust.