Random rambling

I make mistakes, maybe more than most. And majority of it comes from lack of control. Or maybe it comes from lack of care. Or lack of caring to control myself. Or the inability to control what i care about. Or the, you get the point. Eventually i have to and will get it together, and keep it together, before it all falls apart. And then i will fall apart. My thought process plays a part. It is my strength and my downfall. Im smarter than i think i am, but then im not as smart as i think i am. Its like i talk and think in circles and never get to the point….