Back and forth

I still love you
And I miss you very much
I want to talk to you so bad
I'm still waiting for you to reach me out
But deep down I know you won't

Sometimes I fantasize about us
I'd show up drunk at your place
Like it's no big deal, just casual
Like I'm just looking for fun
Even though it is real deal for me
And you'd have me one last time

But it's best that I don't see you
For it will be even harder to forget you
So I'll just keep missing you
I'll just keep trying to move on
I'll cry less and less each day
My tears will dry soon enough
I'll forget about you

Someday I'll be ok
And it will all pass