A New You

Days pass by as you reflect on yourself and how far you've come.
Those days that affected you for years, memories start rushing in one by one.
You remember how angry and depressed you always were because of the pain you recieved, it broke your heart into a billion of pieces--
Each day one piece fell after the other from how much damage you took.
As time passed, I am proud to say you've changed into someone netter than what you were and becoming into. You surrounded yourself with positive influences and people who provided love to you that you couldn't give yourself all that time.
You couldn't hear the persons name anymore because all it did was it made you cry constantly.
You became a wonderful person , you may be filled with a lot of regrets but you don't let it get in your way anyway more. You may hear something that could remind you of a memory and you don't shed a single tear. You will reflect on that incident but you won't get insanely upset to the point you become agressive. You can hear his name but you won't want to rip his face apart. You have constant paranoia about seeing him in public so you're constantly on the look out for him but other than that you've become better than you were before.
I am incredibly proud of you for holding up and healing yourself. You still don't forgive him and you certainly won't forget but if you think about it you are a lot more stronger than you used to be.
I am you.
I am so happy to say I am better than I was 3 years ago...
As I start a new chapter in my life and I keep turning the pages to this new life.. I want to say I will never forget you, you narcissistic psyhcopath asshole. I will continue to work on myself and I hope that you recognize what a piece of shit you are and that women aren't obligated to do or give you anything one day.