Dear Ex-Best Friend...

Dear Ex-Best Friend,

I thought we were healthy.
Like we were equals.
I never knew the important things about you.
There was a wall.
There were secrets behind it.
I was constantly carrying the weight of your issues,
dragging them with my ankles.
I never felt secure telling you things.
Because you would change the topic or not listen.
I trusted you until there was nothing left to trust.
You hauled me.
Forced me to do things I wouldn't do.
You said you loved me,
But you never cared for me.
My well being was unsecure with you.
I would be having a one-sided conversation every time I talked to you.
I miss your humor.
I don't miss our friendship.

-Auburn