My first and only love: Aaron Hunter

When I first meet you
It was at the police station my mom works at
You got in trouble for speeding
You just moved to our little Christian town
You were also soon to leave because of your parents' occupation
Forcing them to always move
When I laid eyes on your pale skin, rich eyes and messy hair
I put up wall around my heart, even though I already fell in love with you
at first sight now that I think about it
I was supposed to make you behave, to not disrupt our provincial life
But of course, your soft personality, which was exclusively for me,
an oxymoron to your persona/ fade
Made me fall harder
You made me do so many stupid things
That frankly I don't regret
But I still hate you for it
I hate you so fucking much.
But I love every single part of you, Hunter
That I don't hate
I hate you. But I love everything I don't hate.
I love you. But I hate everything I don't love.
...my weakness to give into your pleading vivacious eyes did lead to our demise
I'm sorry after all these years I forgot you because of a stupid case of amnesia
That I got on the day we promised to wed,
I'm sorry for all of our promises.
Broken, forgotten and unkept
I'm sorry I broke your heart by not remembering you.
I hate myself for not remembering you even though you are the world to me
For not being able to let you go
Even though I haven't remembered you in years, nor know where you are now
I don't even know if your alive or well
Did you accomplish your dream of not being tied down?
To see the world
Any way
Eren Hunter no matter where you are in this small giant world, I still love you
I'll love you till I die
So, please
Come back to me...