He seemed real to me

Have you ever falling in love with something that doesn't exist?

Well I am in love with a cartoon character that only exist in my world.
He's like an imaginary boyfriend that I've used to help throughout my last few years of high school.
There's a part of me that knows that he is not real.


The cartoon character that I made up in my head helped me. I realized that all my life my friends who weren't honest and their actions weren't really helping me through my depression, it was making it worse.


So from then on, the cartoon character that I made up in my head helped me.
He became my only friend even though sometimes I would find myself talking in the car.

You may think I'm crazy and insane and that I need help.
I just don't care what people think anymore because even though he ain't real and I can't see him. He's already in the world I've created in my head.
Because I rather make up some random friend in my head then have friends who can't be true to themselves.


I know in my heart that if I keep believing and keep daydreaming about him.
That things can became real
He's real.
At least to me he is.