Suicide

Tonight is the night.....

That I'm going through with my plan.

The plan of committing suicide.

Everyone thinks that I'm joking.

They think I just want attention.

But the truth is...they never knew the pain that I'm going through.

The times where I'm being made fun of.

Being ignored and having no friends.

What's the point of living?

But through my attempts, I make it out alive.

I attempted suicide in October.

I was through with life.

But I made it out alive.

Asked for help and got what I needed.

I realize that I have things to live for.

That I have a purpose in this world.

What everyone thinks about me..doesn't matter.

But what I think about myself is the only thing that matters.