This Hellish Place We Call Earth

I lost myself,
Trying to please you.
I lost everyone,
Trying to find myself
What is it you want from me?
Cause I'm so confused.
Who am I to you?
Who do you want me to be?
I can only be me.
But you don't like this side.
You only like the side I show you.
But what if that isn't enough?
You keep trying to change me.
For what? You're own selfish needs?
I don't know how much more i can take?
Why do you keep me secret?
Like Harry Potter?
Shoved under the staircase of your mind?
I thought I was Important.
But maybe I am not.
I am so confused with life.
Just so confused.
Would it be better if I just lay here?
Eyes closed? Let you do anything you want?
Let you watch the pain fade as my blood
being spilled with every cut.
Each hurtful word you throw at me causes.
As I begin to feel my breathing get shallow.
And as the tears that once filled my blurry eyes,
Begin to dry, and the light once there
Fades along with the rest of me.
I finally feel what true happiness feels like.
The more I'm losing consciousness,
The more alive I feel.
Because I finally see that the pain is numbed
There is a lightness on my shoulders.
The warmth that once filled my heart is restored.
I am slipping into darkness.
Yet this is the happiest I've ever felt.
I feel a warm kind of comfort.
And I know right then and there.
Who I am. Who I was. Who I am to be!
I belong here. Among the Survivors.
The Survivors of the once Hellish place
Known As EARTH!