Virginity Talk

See, had you not been on some Me shit

We could of been on some We shit

Instead of maybe us,
Shiiiiiiit, you had me on some

I don't trust shit
Got me stuck shit
Can't drive my truck shit
Why the fuck can't I be unstuck, shit

From you

Why did you have to give me all those baby I
love yous?
Just to have me not trust you

See I can't fathom my life without you
So 6 years and a few broken hearts later I'm
still yelling
I love you!

But
can you hear me?

In a world of adolescence
you were my 1st beer
That
One tear
I tried to fight back when you made love to
me

Like a beautiful flower in a field
I wasn't supposed to be plucked
But
just my luck I wasn't just pulled out of the
ground

You completely, de-rooted me

Ah naw, y'all not hearing me
You, de-rooted me
And told me that
I was never going to grow in the shade of that tree
And moved me into a patch of straight sun
shine

I'm not saying I wasn't growing but he
showed me the beauty in being de-vined

Ah naw, y'all not hearing me
He said I was Devine and that I was
wasting time
in the shade of that tree
See that tree was my inability to let my body
roam free
He took this flower and made it into
what you see

So you see, I'm not mad
I'm grateful for being plucked
That I wasn't just thrown in the back of some truck

You showed me that the lines in my leaves
Would not be the end of me
See, you don't understand what this boy did for me

He, wanted to take me and make me his little
flower in a pot so bad
but loved me enough to leave me and let my
roots go forth
in the sand

Y'all don't know what it took for him to leave
me
with
one last look
And you couldn't over stand the love that I
have for this man
Even though it took
Everything out of me to not to be shook

Scared as hell, though I'd be all alone
This man called me right after
and spent all night on the phone

And that's when I knew that he was the only
one
who could see
Making grown flowers come out of,
the shades of Tall trees

I knew I wasn't the first
nor the last
Not enough of me to fill your tall glass

And you left one important part about sitting
in the sun
It's that you die if the rain never comes

So Hurricane Sandy hit me full force
Because you decided to leave
when I needed you most

And by the time the storm came and gone
I had worker bees coming and going on me
All night long

There were, a few times I wish I was back in
my safe shade
Away from the bees and the Sun's rays

And believe me some of my petals felt no
longer soft
and most of the ones that remained I ended
up pulling off

So I wish someone would just come step on
me
Put me out of my misery
Can't go to my mother cause she was the
original one dissing me

So into the arms of another
Getting fucked up in
and out
of the covers

I can't blame him for turning me loose
But after a few shots of Grey goose
The rotation of puff puff pass
And ... here we go again this random n*****
hands on my ass

So nah this ain't a hate poem
It's a why I stay so late poem
A I'm tired of random dates poem
A let's chill turns into a fake poem
A one turns three but it ain't rape
poem
A one turns three but it ain't rape
poem
A ONE TURNS THREE BUT IT AIN'T RAPE
POEM
A you was wearing a skirt so it ain't rape
poem
A no means yes in my eyes poem
A man I should've never let you take my shit
poem
But
I'd give anything to have you back poem

Please come back, I'm tired and my back
poem

You don't even want this flower back poem..