My first little story

My friend jenny is amazing, she is better than me in every way possible. But the only reasons why we are friends is because we live next to each other. We walk the same school route and we just kinda started to talk to each other. Until we just became best friends. I have a little secret though. I like her. "Hey Thomas you left home early without telling me you jerk!" She yelled as i was thinking that. I waited for her and replied with " Well, your just slow." Which is not true because she could easily beat a lot of people in a foot race. Especially me. She ran up to me and asked "how is your morning going?" I respond with terrible because well that is what normal Kids are like now a days. Sad is it not. That it is the social norm to bring yourself and others down? But it is what happens to a kid through trying to juggle grades, school, and keeping a reputable status at school, all without killing yourself. Its difficult but everyone wears a metaphorical mask hiding who they truly are just to have friends, feel normal, and to be accepted by one another. Why, you may ask yourself. Because of our horrible school system not complying with human natural feelings. "Thomas? Earth to Thomas you there?" "oh yeah, sorry i was just dazing off." I look up at her eyes, her eyes look like the universe. She is the universe to me. Without her i would have killed myself long ago. "Hey Thomas we are here. " "I can see that, i'm not blind you know." "But you do wear glasses with a pretty high prescription." We started to run because the first bell rang, we ran to the locker rooms where we split into well, our locker rooms. We suit up, just like normal the boys locker room smells like Axe body spray. But it is bearable. The Gym teacher comes in to tell us to quiet down. He tells us to go to our different teacher, And we do. Its Monday so we had to run around the school 4 times. We start and i'm doing good. But i'm overweight, by a lot. Which sucks when you have to run. And of course i start to get to the back of the line. I see everyone run past me. I feel a moment of doubt but i still believe in myself. But i still
fail because life isn't like that. I am starting to walk a little. But i still go on. I fail. I don't have much friends. I Start to bring myself down. People pass by me saying i believe in you. "How could you believe in me when i don't even believe in myself?" They laugh and think its a joke but its not. Its over and life goes on. Its lunchtime. I go to sit next to my friend Jenny, But my best friend already beat me to it, But its different i see them kiss. I was devastated. I didn't want to see or look at the either of them. I even told him that i liked jenny last week. But he betrayed me. I let myself betray me. I threw mt food away then head to the bathroom to cry. I feel like i'm in the biggest whole that they have dug just to bury me in a bed of lies. I liked her since i was little. I stayed in there for the rest of lunch. As soon as that bell rung i