Searching in the stars

CH.2

The rest of the school day was a blur. All I cared about was getting home , into my bed and staying there. I might not even come to school tomorrow.
The bell rang in the last class of the day and couldn't wait to get away.
I head to my locker and as I opened it, a note fell out. I proceeded to open the note and it was from jay.

Liza
What that girl did to you was not cool. iChat me if you need to talk.
@jaythegreat

I smiled at the note briefly and headed to the bus stop. after the 20 minute ride , i finally made it home. as i opened the door i got the strongest stench of vodka that I've ever experienced in my life . my eyes were on fire. i quickly preceded to open the windows just to air out the apartment a bit. when it began to feel breathable again. i started straightening up , putting things up , throwing things away.

❤️an hour later❤️

i finally got done straightening up, i picked up my book bag and headed to my room to do some homework. after 5 minutes i just couldn't focus on my homework.

Me taking care of my mother and her alcoholism. its exhausting , i am a kid. i shouldn't be worried about throwing away old bottles of vodka or beer and making sure bills are paid. i wish i knew who my dad was , maybe he's a little less complicated, more normal; maybe he's a lawyer or a doctor? ugh. i wish my life was a lot different. i'd rather live in a nice neighborhood not in this run down apartment in the city. ..........

i was brought out of my deep thought by my phone.

From: Abby

you alright?

To: Abby

yea i'm fine just a little irritated and rather not go to school tomorrow!

From: Abby

i would too. why is she so mean to you. ya'll haven't ever spoken one word to one another.

To: Abby

right! this has confused me since 8th grade. shes been this mean to me

From: Abby

yeah. it hurts me deeply seeing how she treats you.

To: Abby

there are only a few ways for me to get over this shxt . finally stand up for myself or find my birth father and transfer and move with him

From: abby

i choose stand up for yourself

To: Abby

let me find my father first then ill think about it.

from: Abby

you are something else lol

to: Abby

but you love me lol but anyways girlie , im about to finish my homework, grab something to eat and head to bed.

see ya tomorrow

From: Abby

night friend

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i threw my phone on my bed and grabbed my books to finish what i started earlier, finished all my homework , took notes. i made me a couple hot pocket for dinner. i went back to my room, sat the plate on my desk and opened my laptop.

i reached in my pocket and got the note jay left me and preceded to get on ichat.

To: Jaythegreat

hey jay, its liza thought ill say hi before i headed to bed.

From: Thatawesomeweirdo

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sorry its so short . just wanted to update it quickly since I've been putting it off for a couple days. been busy with school. cosmetology school that is .



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