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What it's like for me |
English class Speaking out loud When suddenly My arms are hot and cold It's hard to breath You messed up that last sentence Reread it Hope no one laughs Uh-oh They’re talking again Couldn’t even keep them Interested in what I’m saying I’m done sharing And no one is raising their hands Was my writing really that bad? Or am I overreacting? Bam, and we’re in math Going over division, easy stuff Suddenly I’m called on Heat and cold course through my arms I stutter Just read whats on the paper I got it wrong Horribly wrong Hope they don’t laugh But they are And I just want to disappear And then we’re in science I don’t have my homework I don’t want to disappoint her Too late now She shakes her head Sticks out her tongue Says she’s disappointed in me The heat and cold are back And I just wanna curl up into a ball And I just wanna cry Social studies is last And we’re getting our binder checks back I can’t breath Heat flashes And my eyes blur As I look at my paper 23% What a fail The someone asks what I got I’m shaking Very visibly I tell them what I got They just shake their heads They got a 100% No need to rub it in Finally school is over But now I have basketball I have to do my best Score a basket Block a pass Do something But I fail I always do I ask for water But I’m really trying to breath I wish I could say this was made up But it's my reality |