Emotions

There is a fire within.
Burning furiously.
I am afraid of it.
I have no control.
I think I don’t.
I’ve scarred the one I love.
I hurt her constantly.
I want to change.
I want to curb the monster.
I want to end it all.
I’ll try my best, for my best I have to offer.
I want to be a protector. Not one that would inflict wounds.
I will change.
I will turn over a new leaf.
I will try harder and harder,
To bring my love closer.