No One but Me.

No one knows about me.
Not even the ones who I really love.
Paranoia and fits;
They happen in my head where no one can see.
I wrap my palms around me tight.
I can only hope that I will be alright.
In this world alone I have only me.
In this world alone this is all I can see.
I drink my bottles,
Smoke my herb.
But nothing I know I quite deserve;
This life I live is alone at last.
I reminisce continuous in the past.
Save me! I scream in the middle of the night.
But no one answers; did I think they might?