If I knew

If I knew...

This is what I'd feel like without you
I would have never left
If I knew this is how empty my soul would feel
I would have held you closer to my chest
IF I KNEW my heart would feel like cardiac arrest
I would've loved you harder and stressed less
If I knew my lungs couldn't breathe without you
I would've savored the last breath
I felt from you on my skin
And held it within
If I knew the distance between us would continue to grow
I would've listened when you told me "please don't go"
If I knew that the last time I saw you would be the last time I'd see you
My vision would be clear and I wouldn't need you
Because I'd have you
To hold and to love and to be with
I'd know the feeling of love because I could see it!!
If I knew what we shared I'd never feel again
You wouldn't be a long distance friend
You and me would be one..until the end

If I knew...