He shows no pain and sorrow for how i feel. |
I see him from the other corner looking at me but i don't know if he thinks i really see sometimes i wish i know what goes on in his mind and i feel this urge to know what he talks about when he and his friends lime I know he's looking at me but i really want know if he likes me judging by his looks, talks and words it looks like the only thing he wants to do is set me free It angers me to know i have such this great feeling about him and when i look at him it's like my light is going dim He goes and parties with those other girls and never worries about how i feel and when i threatened our relationship all he has to say is "Deal" I feel such a void in my heart that i only want to fill by him loving me and giving me a wonderful thrill I don't want to force him to feel that way about me but what's the point? what's worth fighting for anymore? Was there a cure? Is this is how love suppose to feel? So bitter? unsettling? so.....................................unreal? I wish he could just love me like i love him i find myself questioning if we break up? Should i just give up? or should i stay and wait till he remembers what we once had. The moments, the memories, the romance..............they were never sad I pictured what we would be like in the future and in the years to come while i recap our past and the place we came from Oh how i wish he remembers those wonder fill days where we were okay and were never going through this phase BUT................is this really just a phase? or is this how things are gonna be from now on It's been like this for a while; it feels like every thing between us and the spark is gone The questions that runs through my mind often are undeniably scary to think about and when i think about them i can only pout Everyday i cry myself to sleep hoping and praying that he would change for me, that he would open his eyes and finally see but all i get in return is total disappointment and treatment like dirt and what i can only say is " LOVE HURTS" |