Random #1

I feel so abandoned. When a connection is made it cannot be broken no matter how hard you try.
The energy is from beyond this realm. Variables whom strike the strings of our heart. I play for thee. Do not shun my trails.
I did not create this being. It was forged under extreme pressure. Which makes me ask myself does a lump of coal recognize the beauty of the diamond? or does it seem different, abnormal even dangerous? This world has nothing to offer me. I must offer myself to it.
I must keep bleeding for the ones who are observing my path. I do not feel emotion anymore. I only control it. If it leaves its boundries I am not guilty for my actions. The intesity grows beyond the gods. I feel their judgement for I am a cross. Alone in a field waiting for someone to be nailed on me. Why do I gotta do the bad. Why do i know my devil so well. My best friend and worst enemy. The being resides inside my bowels.
The stomache is made into dried wasteland no nutricion can be absorbed. The mind drifts along side the stars. Grafity attracts me into the Abyss. Black holes surround my spirit. I fall deep into this darkness. Everything I knew streched out and entangled. No memories only one moment of love. Which was enough for me to end it all. Goodbye myself. You have entertained me enough thanks for the laughs.
The only one who ever understood me. I am gone.